It 's like being on a roller coaster, always. One day you're up, you feel full of energy, beat, and when you least expect it plunge into the darkness, there is nothing that gives you satisfaction, the estimate is below zero.
Then everything changes again, fatigue and indifference become an uncontrollable desire to act and interact.
people around you have different reactions.
Who considers you strong and energetic does not include the times "down" and accuses you of inconsistency, he feels betrayed, I believe irresponsible because you are not the column you pretrendono to lean.
Who sees you apathetic critical moments "up" because he considered them only brief flashes of unconsciousness by a person who then turns out, however, unreliable.
In reality you are a delicate vase poised on a pedestal: just anything to make you fall to pieces.
subjection of the atrocities Life in a swing between fear of everything and the perception of being at the most.
walk in balance on a wire suspended: there are times when you fall at every step and others where you walk around between the jumps and somersaults.
Pending the final fall, the final release that will put an end to such anguish.